He's such a sweetheart. ^.^ ...

Oh. o.o Uh.. yeah. I got a new kitten since Daisy's lonely without Pishi. Soooo.. it took few hours to pick a kitten or cat from the adoption center. Blah, blah, blah, it's a long story. ANYWAY, we got him. X3 His name is Nogreh. Nogreh means silver in Farsi. He's only few months old.

Here's the picture~



He purrs a lot and never stop. XD He's playful.. watch your fingers! D=

That's all for now.

He's gone, too.. Fuck no! I can't take another pain... He left us.. He fucking left us! Pishi.. died in the morning, right after I left for school.. No, no.. not again! I was getting bit better from Baby's death, but.. Pishi was only three years old! I don't know what's wrong with him.

Well... Yesterday, he was meowing very loud, and sometimes drooling. I thought he missed Baby and drooling was bit normal for us. But... I was wrong. I should have noticed him! I think he was miserable or something. Fuck..

I was bit happy for that day and told everyone about the picture of Baby hung on the wall with the collar next to it. When I'm home from school, I told my dad (he's staying home because he's sick) about the picture too. I went to greeted my cats, T.C., Daisy, and Baby (from the picture). Then, I couldn't find Pishi, so I went to find him, calling his name. I asked my dad if he had seen Pishi. He said no, and told me to do homework. I refused, not until I've seen Pishi. Dad took a bit long silent.. then told me the news about him.

I... was shocked. Another part of the family is gone. It hurts.. I'm still crying while I'm typing. He was always snuggling me, bothering me in my sleep, sometimes being shy... He was the second one came toward me when I opened the cat food. Just like Baby.. And Daisy lost her own brother. My mom and I found a mother cat with five newborn kittens in front of our house in four years ago. We took care of them, and when they're bit old enough, Mom picked him up and Dad named him.. I picked Daisy up. They were always playing together, sometimes bothering Baby. But, he's gone..

Now we have two cats..


Rest in peace, Pishi.. Our lovable kitten. I love you, too, always.

He's gone.. Baby (yeah, his name is--... was Baby) is leaving us. I knew there's something wrong with him. Th-The doctor put him sleep. Our Baby... our family, is gone. And I can't stop crying.. We always love him so much. The doctor put him sleep because Baby ha-- had a stroke.. A fucking stroke from his brain! I-it made him went blind! His heart was beating so fast. He was suffering! Yesterday.. he kept walking around in almost circle, barely drank the water, bumped against my legs, stepped over my laptop/keyboard, always ending up to the wall, and he nearly fell off of my bed! I.. can't take it anymore. It was so fucking painful to see him like that. I was hoping he'll feel better tomorrow, right after Mom took him to the vet, but.. he's gone.

I'll.. never forget that day when my mom picked him up for an adoption, I was a child, and he was a kitten, and now he w-was a grown-up cat. He always came up when I opened the cat food, purring when I scratched his chin, being lovable, and... now he's gone. There will never be the same without him...

Now we have three cats..


R.I.P. Baby, our lovable cat... I love you, always.

Yeah, I went to school today and it was ok... But, I still don't want to go to school for works. Just friends. D=

Got nothing to say. Ta-ta for now.